Friday, August 31, 2007

The Site Relaunched ~ Eien Fushigi Yuugi ~

I can finally announce the site is back up again and alive and I'm updating it and working on it and it's got more stuff now and it got adds to click too *evil look* so start clicking start checking and so start feedbacking me on how it is and where are broken links and stuff.

Btw anyone know a good shout box provider ? I need one -_-' I so need one >.>

i was thinking about putting up episodes O.o is that a good idea ? but it takes hell lotta time loading and i dont wanna host it on my provider it'll screw up the whole thing and my site would shut down T__T so what do I use ? don't say rapidshare or yousendit I hate both >.> I need BIG SPACE !!! the files are in high resolution high class high size, I've decided on putting up just one episode a week and that too if I get enough clicks to pay for the bandwidth >.> it'll be sorta rotation site's like if i put in too many ppl would just use DAP's and try getting all done at once -_-'' so I'll keep it as rotation, is that a good idea or not ?

fill me in on the thoughts u guys have, just go on the community and post and ask away

ja ne for now

*feeling sick and down*

Friday, May 4, 2007

Lyrics ! Wakatte Ita Hazu

Okay so call it nutty but I'm gonna start posting lyrics here to all songs I can find

Starting with :


Wakatte-ita hazu



Insert song

Sung by: Satou Akemi

Lyrics: Satou Akemi

Composition: Kiyo'oka Chiho

Arrangement: Tsuchiya Manabu



toorisugiru
koibito-tachi no waraigoe
mune wo shimetsukeru

ameagari no
shuumatsu no gogo na no ni
watashi hitori machi wo aruku
soba ni
itai no ni

sonna koto wakatte-ita hazu
suki ni nareba natta dake
kurushimu koto

setsunai ne wakatte-iru no ni
omotte-iru anata dake wo
konna ni
aenai toki mo

[Instrumental]

donna toki mo
issho ni ite hoshii nante
omoccha ikenai to

osaete-ita
watashi no kokoro no koe
tomerarezu ni ima mo afure
sou de
kurushii no

watashi ni wa wakatte-ita hazu
aishitatte hitorijime
dekinai koto

demo ima wa taisetsu na omoi
watashi dake ga mieru hontou
shinjite
aishi-tsudzukeru

[Instrumental]

watashi ni wa wakatte-ita hazu
aishitatte hitorijime
dekinai koto

demo ima wa taisetsu na omoi
watashi dake ga mieru hontou
[1]

shinjite
aishi-tsudzukeru



The laughing voices
of lovers passing by
makes me get all choked up.

Even though the rain has stopped
on this weekend afternoon,
I'm walking the streets all alone,
even though
I want to be with you.

I should have known this.
If I fell in love with you that much,
I would hurt just as much.

Even though I know it's heart-wrenching,
I keep thinking only of you,
even when
I can't see you.

[Instrumental]

Even though
I know I shouldn't think about
how I wish we could always be together,

even now, the voice of my heart,
which I've tried to suppress,
seems to overflow
endlessly...
so much so that it hurts.

I should have known.
I just can't keep my love for you
inside, all to myself.

But now, it's a precious thought.
I believe in the truth
only I see,
and keep on loving you.

[Instrumental]

I should have known.
I just can't keep my love for you
inside, all to myself.

But now, it's a precious thought.
I believe in the truth [1]
only I see,
and keep on loving you.

Avatars +2

Maika and Nuriko Avatars

Let's see you guys guess the part they're from ~_^


Nuriko

Miaka

Been Away Too Long...

Been too long since I haven't had a chance to come on my community or my site or blog... things happened, hich I couldn't stop... and things went wrong and lots more that happened... still... I won't bother you guys with my tale

Graphics:

Amiboshi Wallpaper

not new but it's not on the blog so here it is.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My Own Poetry ~ The Lonely Sun

Konnichiwa !


well back after long for another update, another poem written by me composed on Fushigi Yuugi featuring Miaka...





Monday, March 5, 2007

I'll Be Away from Net for a While

Just to inform u guys I won't be seen online for quite sometime, having some personal problem so sorry about this. I hope Lee has returned and is safe, I hope you guys are all having a great time... gosh Lee where are you ? I've missed you so much !!!

gtg now, hope to see you dear guys soon InshaAllah, Take Care all and love you all ^_^

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I'm Depressed... And I Know it...

Oh God... I just don't know when people will start understanding me... is there no one else in the world who gives a damn to what I feel except Tamahome ? the members in my community feel I'm bossy and bad... is it wrong to care for all of them... did I go too far... I guess I shouldn't have gotten emotionally involved with everyone... it hurts a lot when I do that... everytime... every single time..... when just when will I learn to keep myself to myself... it hurts too much..... Tamahome.......... please come back....... I need you a bit too much now....... please come back please my love..... I'm so depressed so deserted... who do I turn to.... come back.... I had only you..... forever... only you... I still sing a sad love song... my tune will never change... God... how I miss you tonight... the members at my community made me cry so much tonight... my heart feels so very heavey... no one loves me no one needs me.... no one but you... come back... please come back...... I miss you oh so much....